Uma Jornada Começa: Partindo do Fim

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As I smoke Dobbie I write this: My very first (official) (or second) post on Substack, even though I signed up months ago. I spent some time familiarizing myself with the platform, observing the style, and thinking about how I wanted to share my thoughts with you. Now, with the Sun entering Pisces—the season of dreams, intuition, and surrender—it feels like the perfect moment to finally begin or re-start. but first…

Who Am I? Hi, I am Fhove, and I work as an astrologer, tarot reader, and writer. English is not my first language—I was born on the 30th august 1987 in Sergipe, Brazil( I would tell the hour if you ask)—so please forgive any grammar mistakes. I could ask AI to edit everything, but between readings, content creation, and being a full-time mother of two Gemini daughters (not in school age yet) (yes, both Geminis!), sometimes I just don’t have time to be perfect.

Speaking of astrology, I have Chiron in Gemini, which often shows up as a deep need to find my voice, heal my way of communicating, and yes— perhaps even some ADHD tendencies. I’m still navigating how to cope with the modern world while embracing my sensitivity and curiosity about life.

My spiritual journey began in 2015 when I made one of the biggest decisions of my life—I left Brazil and moved to Sydney, stepping into the unknown with the desire to see the world differently. It wasn’t just a physical move; it was a shift in my entire perspective. I wanted to explore, to expand my understanding of life, and to connect with something beyond what I had always known.

At the time, I was lost in my career, feeling unfulfilled, and searching for something that truly resonated with my soul. I didn’t realize it then, but I was already on a spiritual path—the kind that begins when you start questioning everything, seeking deeper meaning, and feeling an undeniable pull toward something greater. It wasn’t a single moment of awakening, but a gradual unfolding, shaped by curiosity and a growing awareness of the unseen forces at play in life. In 2016, right in the heart of my Saturn Return—I bought a new tarot deck on impulse, not realizing it would become a gateway into a whole new world. What started as a personal exploration soon became a deep and ongoing study of tarot, astrology, and self-development. But it wasn’t until 2020 that I truly embraced this calling, stepping into the role of a professional astrologer and tarot reader, offering my insights and services to others.

This journey has required dedication, patience, and balance. I haven’t always been able to immerse myself as much as I would like, but I have never stopped learning, practicing, and evolving. And along the way, I discovered something even greater—my love for teaching, sharing, and writing. Expressing these ideas, guiding others through their own discoveries, and putting my insights into words has become just as important to me as the practice itself.

This path isn’t just something I do—it’s who I am. And I am still walking it, step by step, always learning, always growing.

Astrology and tarot became more than tools; they became my guides. They helped me understand my purpose, heal past wounds, and see life through a new lens. I transitioned from confusion to clarity, from doubt to trust.

And through it all, my partner Joseph—who happens to be a Pisces(And Australian)—has been by my side. If there’s one thing I’ve learned about Pisces energy, it’s that it teaches us about surrender, love beyond the ego, and embracing the unknown. Since we met in 2015, my heart has opened every single day. Of course, there have been challenges, but we continue to grow together, exchanging insights about spirituality, life, and the unseen forces that shape our existence.

My Name, Written in the Stars My name is Fhove, and my name carries a story—one of intuition, mystery, and a touch of fate. My mother gave it to me after watching an old French movie where one of the characters, a red-haired girl, was called Fauve (Philippine Leroy-Beaulieu in Mistral's Daughter). But she changed the spelling. Why? I’m not sure. Maybe she didn’t know the exact way to spell it, or maybe she was guided by something beyond logic—a whisper from spirit, a feeling that this was the name I was meant to have.

A name holds power. It shapes how we see ourselves, how others perceive us, and the kind of energy we bring into the world. And in my case, the cosmos seemed to agree.

I was born with Saturn, Uranus, and Ceres in Sagittarius and Neptune in Capricorn, all in my 1st House of Identity. This means my sense of self is layered, paradoxical, and undeniably unique.

Saturn in Sagittarius gives me a deep responsibility to wisdom. I am both a seeker and a guide, always walking the fine line between discipline and freedom, structure and exploration. My journey is about mastering expansion—not through escape, but through purpose.

Uranus in Sagittarius makes me a natural rebel, a visionary who refuses to fit into a mold. My identity is wired for breaking boundaries, questioning norms, and redefining what it means to belong. I feel drawn to the unknown, to foreign lands, and to cosmic ideas that transcend the ordinary.

Ceres in Sagittarius means that knowledge and discovery are what nourish me. I feel at home when I’m learning, exploring, and uncovering meaning in the world around me.

Neptune in Capricorn gives me the soul of a dreamer wrapped in the discipline of a realist. I hold a paradox within me—a mystical, intuitive heart inside a world that often demands structure and logic. My path is about building something lasting from the ethereal, grounding spirituality into reality.

The Power of a Name

I truly believe a name is more than just a word. It carries a frequency, a vibration, a destiny. My mother may not have known why she changed the spelling of Fauve, but deep down, she knew it had to be this way. My name holds the signature of who I am—a wild soul, a wisdom seeker, a woman who walks between worlds.

So when people ask, Why is your name spelled that way? I simply smile and say—

"Because it was meant to be."

A Woman Between Worlds I was born in Brazil, a land of fire and rhythm, yet at the age of 27 I moved across the ocean to Australia. I often feel like I exist between worlds, never fully here nor there. Sagittarius energy runs through my chart, making me a nomad at heart, always searching for something beyond the horizon.

But my Capricorn Neptune reminds me that while my spirit may wander, my soul is here to build something real. I am meant to bridge the mystical with the practical, the intuitive with the tangible.

Numinous Soul Since I was young, I’ve been captivated by the numinous—the mystical, the unseen, the energy that moves through life in ways we can’t always explain. The unknown fascinated me, igniting a deep curiosity about the divine, the subconscious, and the hidden forces that shape our existence. But as life often does, it pulled me away from that magic. In my twenties, I became caught up in the struggles of the material world, and little by little, I lost touch with the wonder and connection I had once felt so deeply. Yet, it was in those very challenges that I found my way back. Searching for meaning, for something that resonated beyond the surface of everyday life, I turned inward. That search led me to rediscover the sacred, and through that rediscovery, Numinous Soul was born—a space dedicated to spiritual growth, inner balance, and the deep alignment of soul and purpose.

The name Numinous Soul holds a powerful meaning, blending two essential elements of our spiritual journey: the soul and the numinous.

Carl G. Jung, the renowned psychologist and mystic, described the numinous as a force that evokes the divine—a presence that transcends rational understanding, stirring within us a sense of awe, reverence, and connection to something greater than ourselves. The soul, rooted in the Greek word psyche and the Latin anima, is our vital essence—the energy that drives us toward purpose, meaning, and self-realization.

Together, Numinous Soul represents the ongoing journey of our essence toward the divine. It is a path of self-discovery and expansion, an exploration of the mystery that exists both within us and beyond us. Here, the soul meets the sacred, and the sacred reveals our truest nature.

Through this space, I dedicate myself to guiding others toward a deeper understanding of themselves and the universe. Whether through astrology, tarot, or soul-centered coaching, my goal is to help you find clarity, alignment, and a renewed sense of purpose. Because at the heart of it all, we are all seekers—walking this path, unraveling the mystery, and stepping ever closer to the numinous.

Why Start Now? The Call of Pisces Season Pisces is the final sign of the zodiac—the closing chapter before a new cycle begins. It’s a season of reflection, imagination, and deep inner knowing. It’s about trusting that we don’t need all the answers right now, only the courage to step forward.

So here I am, stepping forward. (If you see me comment with a emoji!)

This space will be a place where I share astrological insights, tarot reflections, and personal musings about life’s mysteries. I want to explore the depths, the in-betweens, and the unseen threads that connect us all.

And before you ask—yes, my name is quite unique! Fhove doesn’t follow conventional spelling rules, much like how I navigate life. My name, my path, and my work all embody a sense of curiosity, depth, and a willingness to embrace the unknown.

What I Offer If you're interested in diving deeper into your own cosmic journey, here’s how I can support you:

Natal Chart Readings – A deep exploration of your soul’s blueprint, your strengths, challenges, and life purpose.

Tarot Readings – A tool for insight, clarity, and guidance in moments of uncertainty.

Progressed Chart Readings – Understanding the evolution of your life path and personal growth over time.

Solar Return Readings – A deep dive into the themes and lessons of your personal new year, offering guidance on what to expect and how to navigate the year ahead.

Progressed Charts – A look into the unfolding of your life’s journey, revealing how your inner world and external circumstances are evolving over time. Relocation Charts – For those considering a move or wondering how different locations impact their energy and life experiences, this reading provides insight into the best places for you to thrive.

Women’s Circles & Events – I host sacred gatherings where women can come together to share, heal, and grow in a safe and supportive space. I’m also open to co-creating and participating in events that align with my work and values.

Courses and Lectures - If you're interested in a session or collaborating on an event, feel free to reach out! 📍 Website: Numinous Soul 📩 Email: fhovea@gmail.com 📸 Instagram: @fhove @numinoussouls 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/fhoveastralia/ Let’s connect, explore, and create something meaningful together. I’d love to hear from you!

Pisces season invites us to dream, to tr

ust, and to surrender to the flow. What dreams are calling you right now?

Let’s explore them together.

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